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2003.11.18 Minority
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2003.11.12 Scar Tissue
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2003.11.10 Jaded
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2003.11.04 Somewhere I belong
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Somewhere I belong.
2003.11.03 Layla
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The world is a great place and it's worth fighting for.
...I agree with the second part.
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